upset i didn’t start earlier and can’t stop thinking bout it (rant) : loseit
i know dropping pounds isn’t a contest or a race however i really feel so shitty about now not beginning earlier. i’ve misplaced about 20 kilos thus far since march 24th, beginning at 241.eight, now weighing 220.6 doing cico at 1200-1300 cals an afternoon and most commonly aerobic five days every week. i can’t stop thinking about how if i began at 220.6 i could be in onederland by way of now. as an alternative i have 2-Three extra months earlier than i even get there, god forbid a plateau will get to me first. ugh.
i know i will have to feel free i began in any respect, and there’s no manner in hell i am gonna stop now. i’m simply mad that i even were given to that weight within the first position. now i have months and months of onerous paintings forward of me to get to the place i wanna be. i may just cry!