More battles, more scars. – Empire Unleashed
It’s all the time one thing proper? Life is humorous that means. If it isn’t it’s humorousness, it’s its merciless humor. I used to be hospitalized for three days ultimate week for having 2 to a few seizures an afternoon. They have been draining me bodily and mentally. I actually felt like I used to be working a marathon each 10 mins. I believe maximum of you know the way laborious this is.
So we came upon that I’ve some scarring everywhere my mind from all of the convulsions and rigidity. I didn’t even know that used to be conceivable. They did an MRA and checked on my blood vessels and located that. So no longer best do I’ve an enormous scar on my again, however I’ve lots of scars on my mind. Not the scoop I sought after to listen to and used to be shocked.
I hated being within the health facility. I used to be exhausted and were given no sleep. All I sought after to do used to be sleep and were given little to none. It used to be take a look at after take a look at, and drugs after medicine. I used to be glad that Alpha got here to peer me EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. He used to be by way of my facet from morning to nighttime and I couldn’t admire him more than I already do. He is unbelievable, my hero.
After I got here house I believed I felt high-quality, nonetheless drained however significantly better than once I got here within the health facility. I even went to MegaCon which most certainly wasn’t the wisest selection. I finished up getting unwell there and my HR dropped dramatically and would spike like loopy. Overall I simply wasn’t neatly so we left. But prior to it took place I had a good time regardless that LOL
Once house and recovered, the day prior to the day gone by to be actual, I had ANOTHER seizure. WTH guy! Seriously?!? Obviously I went to peer my physician and he identified me with Status Epilepsy. Which is have been one has a seizure lasting more than five mins or 2 seizures inside of five mins. I additionally be afflicted by tonic clonic seizures.
This time Lyssa the Doberman used to be RIGHT on level and Alpha made up our minds to take footage to turn me what she does. I posted all of it on instagram. But she began together with her seizure alert by way of laying on my legs, then since I’ve convulsions, she moved as much as my fingers and laid throughout my frame so I wouldn’t stand up. And after all she alerted me to a migraine which I in most cases get proper after a seizure. She did exceptional and I’m UBER happy with my Lyssa.
For now I simply must care for myself and take issues further gradual and be protected. But I do know that is but ANOTHER impediment that I can triumph over. Life no doubt has examined me time and again however I’m in a position for the whole thing it throws at me. I’m fortunate to have the friends and family that I do. You all ensure that I keep robust and in a position for all my battles!